Pete’s Records by Valery V. Petrovskiy
“Now, let his best friend have the floor”, said a master of
ceremonies turning to me. It sounded as if it were not Pete’s burial but a
recital or an inauguration of a monument. But no outstanding personality ever
was born here to set up an obelisk; all were ordinary people, nothing to say,
and they all were buried under regular oak crosses. The only monument in town
was put to those perished in WWII. They were buried somewhere far away, and the
memorial was here.
Pete’s face was as if shadowed, but he looked quite sound and
his haircut was regular. His eyes were closed as if he were sleeping, just had
fallen asleep. Still there was no life coming from his face, a shadow lay on
it. And the day was dusky, and gloaming, and no sun around. So, I looked at
Pete and had no words. I proved to be unready, never had a rehearsal to say the
last words to him. Sorry, Pete, I don’t remember what I said. Not the right
words I ought to. I hadn’t prepared myself and I didn’t say the main thing:
that he was the best friend, not I!
Then many fellows of his gathered around his grave. The
master made room for me when called upon to speak. Not because there were too
many people but because the graves were closely set: so folks who came along
were cramped, one couldn’t step aside. All of them were familiar to me though I
hadn’t seen them for a long time, and they hadn’t seen me either. It was not
the exact place to shake hands, and it wasn’t the right moment: one was not
supposed to at the burial in Russia.
I greeted them by a nod, as though we parted yesterday,
that’s all. As though I left my town for half a day, took a morning bus and was
soon back in the afternoon, and already was missing all the mates, missed the
green lanes and the side streets with soft grass, missed faint shades along the
fences at sunset. In fact, it was ages since I visited my town last.
I never saw Pete asleep, just once when we had woken him up
to take his record player. It was quite a thing! Then we took away his record
player to arrange an occasion for high school graduates. School leaving party
had closed already, and under exposed heaven with the stars like birthmarks a
question poised in midair: what’s next? And we made up our minds: a dancing
party to Pete’s records then! Dancing until the daybreak as it is supposed once
per life!
So, we simply made
Pete awaken then and asked him for the stereo record player. But I didn’t catch
Pete asleep – we were for music! Then we had hurried to Pete for music records
by a pothole country road walking on air …
As for music, there was no music at his funeral. It all
happened ordinary and dismal. He wasn’t a distinguished one, just Pete. He was
so plain that didn’t distinguish bad things, no black! More than that, he
confused black and white when speaking local dialect. He uttered “black α
white” – this and that, such was my playfellow, my close friend.
Though the sun didn’t reveal itself that day, the sky was
getting clear as it happens in March afternoons... Only on Pete’s face there
lay a shadow, not quite a shadow, just a tinge of a stiff idea as though he
were about to utter a word or two. You know such a look when one is going to
open his mouth, such an intense expression but no words.
So, now his best friend is called upon to speak… And I was
unable to put it right.
A lonely crow would fly away from a crooked tree at the
graveyard; it has nobody to fly to.
Author’s Bio: Mr.
Valery V. Petrovskiy is a journalist and short story writer from Russia. Не is English Department graduate Chuvash
State University,
Cheboksary, graduated VKSch
Higher School,
Moscow in journalism, and got a degree from Kazan State
Technology University
in psychology.
He has been writing prose since 2005. Some of his writing has
been published in The Scrambler, Rusty Typer, BRICKrethoric, NAP Magazine,
Literary Burlesque, The Other Room, Curbside Quotidian, DANSE MACABRE,
WidowMoon Press, PRIME MINCER, Hulltown 360, Apocrypha and Abstractions,
Apollo’s Lyre, The Legendary, The Monarch Review, The Atticus Review, Marco
Polo, Unshod Quills in the USA, and
Australian The Fringe Magazine, Skive and Going Down Swinging journals.
At the moment he is writer-in-residence at Marco Polo arts
magazine, while staying in Russia.
He has recently interviewed in Gloom Cupboard: http://gloomcupboard.com/2011/08/11/valery-petrovskiy-interview.
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